Showing posts with label imposter. Show all posts
Showing posts with label imposter. Show all posts

Sunday, September 12, 2010

PEACE OF MIND


I've not written to you, oh my blog, in quite some time.




This weekend, I've been convalescing from a cold and have somehow avoided getting a stomach virus which seems to be all around me. I slept a lot yesterday, which I indeed have to be sick in order to do. Overall, my body is better but somehow I feel like I'm unbalanced. Maybe it was the sleeping a lot... I'm in one of those "how am I going to get through this school and career thing and not feel like an imposter" moods, most certainly. Humility, I realize, is the integral state needed for spiritual progression, but I'm falling back into low self-esteem-type stuff, which, because the focus is on myself, is just as bad as being egotistical. At least I'm realizing this and processing it, I guess.



Again, too much thought...



Great Spirit, guide my way...